TJUNG!

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

I JUST WNA SCREAM OUT LOUDDDDDDDDD!

Economics midterm tomorrow.

I'm going to

die

die.

Nothing's getting in.

Yet I'm not panicking.

This is a bad sign.

T_T

Anyway

I realised that sometimes my life can be full of unnecessary drama and redundant blown up scenes.

And when I'm thrown into such situations, I'd lose myself.

But afterwards when I take a step back and observe, I realised how simple things could have been.

The only problem is that,

the realisation part always come in too late.

For now,

I'm at a loss of words.

It's unexplainable, complicated, messed up.

To taste the sweet, I feel the pain.

Hopefully things will not turn out to be that bad afterall.

Have you ever felt like you know what is right or wrong, but you just can't help it because your heart tells you otherwise.

I'd never expected myself to react this way.

I feel like as if I'm losing myself.

My mind's clear. My decision unchanged.

I stand still, clutching tightly to my values and thoughts.

But why do I still feel the tinge of uncertainty whenever I think of what's to come.

Easier said than done.

Going with the flow.

I don't wanna hurt anybody.

& Here I am,

stuck once more on the lyrics of 'Here Without You' by Hellogoodbye.

...

Well you are the one, the one that lies close to me

Whispers, hello I miss you quite terribly

I fell in love, in love with you suddenly

And there's no where else I could be, but here in your arms.

Aye. Aye. Aye.!!!!!

Torn apart between two contrasting sides.

/Never knew I could feel like this

Like I've never seen the sky before

Want to vanish inside your kiss

Everyday I love you more than this.

Come What May

1:34 PM Tjung!